Here i go again...

well, here goes

I am in a slightly depressed mood again! arghh :S

and again i feel its the same reasons that i cannot change or alter but that i have to put up with, double argh :S

I feel negative when I'm with what should be my best friend, alarm bells ring you shouldn't be friends with her you think, but i really don't think that is the case.

I think its just that we are two completely different souls and her opinions not only irritate the hell out of me but also upset me, of course she doesn't know this because that would upset her greatly and I'm not that type of person.

I see positive and wonderful aspects to her personality every day but the thing that annoys me the most, which sorry but happens with most people, is the fact that they are so strongly engaged in their own opinion that they never ever EVER see it any other way.. when she feels one way-whether it about someone or something ,there is no thinking any different.Another thing that i really can't stand is how people can judge a person when they might never be in their situation.

I think this just gets to me because i am an open minded person and i would always try to see more than my own perspective of things, and i certainly am not judgemental. Yes i have my opinions who doesn't, but i do not stick like glue to them. I am no way perfect but at least I'm trying to be the best person i can be, i just feel no one else is.

Just some uttered thoughts from my absolute Crazy! mind :P